Hello, and welcome to Avalon, w0rm.
I have found that there are often elements of truth to be found
in most places. Everyone has their personal truth. Collectively,
our personal truths make up the Ultimate Truth.
My suggestion to you would be to listen to your inner guidance
and be selective about what you review, and what you let in.
All things are possible, but not necessarily probable.
If you find something comes across as negative and disempowering
offering only doom and gloom with no solution, I would pass and find
something more objective that offers hope.
It is not necessary to be aware of every detail within every game within a game to have a working knowledge of what is going on here.
It is safe to say that things are most certainly NOT what they appear to be,
and irregardless of the struggles and challenges we are facing, the grander picture is indeed a wonderful sight that puts everything into perspective.
Give yourself time. If you find yourself becoming overwhelmed, step away
and enjoy your life for awhile. Everything will still be around in one form or
another when you get back.