[James Casbolt]

1985 Brighton UK

Jean starts receiving phone calls from an anonymous man heavy breathing and making sexual comments. He says he is watching her and often describes the clothes she is wearing. This goes on fro months with this man ringing several times a day. Jean is so dissociated she doesn't realise this is coming from across the street and she has been in this house herself. She changes the number but still he rings. The programming takes it toll on her and she stops going out and sends me up to the shop at the top of the street everyday for a bottle of vodka. She tells me this for dinner guests and I don't realise she is drinking it herself. Eventially she drinks herself to death and I visit her in hospital just before she dies of liver failure. She was not even given morphine as she was dying. We really loved each other and I still miss her.
Dad goes the same way years later. He drinks and drugs himself to death from the programming and dies in Doncaster prison in 2003 from liver failure while serving six months for possession of false passports. Dad was not even allowed home while he was dying and foul play is suspected. The good die young!