My dear, do not be offended. Everyone with is own mission. I'm not encouraging ignorance, quite the opposite. Nevertheless, my words stays. You carve into your subconscious what you contemplate. This, as hard it can be to accept is still true. One can see the effect of this kind of contemplation in his/her life. Allergy, fear, defensive reaction, stress, etc...
You are free on your journey, I'm not commanding here, only suggesting.
I also suggest you dig a bit more about the Apocalypse. It was written for the very first christian communities, it is not today's prediction like many would like it to be. It might seem like this, but keep in mind it has been re-written by the same manipulators you are trying to expose for the purpose of making it all happen. Creation does not condemn, does not judge, nor punish. This is the way of the controllers printed deeply in our genetic. Creation has a different way to get rid of destruction forces, and I bet you know how.
Namaste, Steven