This interview stuff has reminded me it's about not getting TOO stuck in the story but rather doing self-inquiry into why I feel such a need to have this big-secret information (which turns out to not be so big afterall). Is this adding to my self-mastery, to my joy, or is it feeding my nearly insatiable desire to solve all the great mysteries of the universe, and make that NOW.
Don’t get me wrong, this is a fantastic drama I have conjured up and it actually plays right into my “hennypenny the world is going to end” UFO dreams I have had since childhood. So I have got to reign in that tendency and balance it with a dose of “is this where I want my energy/focus/power to go?” .
It is a balancing act for me to keep remembering that I am only a prisoner on a prison planet if I so choose to view myself that way. Sorry, I had to get this off my chest. But guaranteed I will be enjoying the story, the debate, but constantly reminding myself to not get stuck in the Panic Club
, to bring my focus back to “what can I create with my focused energy for the good of all?” balance balance balance. And be wise. Is there a section for that in these forums?
This is a great reminder (pt 1 of a 10 part video)