[THE eXchanger]

24/07/2009 12:03 AM

COMMENT FROM: Dearest Susan, As I have said to you before,
I do not think that any one being has the answer.
We are all very complex.
You are teaching many others to STRETCH beyond their prior level of comprehension.
This is such a gift, that you have, and that you share.
You worry that some will steal your ideas, but the truth is, lol,
that even if they take notes,
they still cannot "get it" enough to share it.
Even if you were to write a book right now,
you might be as Rudolph Steiner was in the 1920's -1930's
- way ahead of their time.
SOMETIMES, IF YOU ARE A GENIUS,
YOU JUST HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT, AND BE THANKFUL.
I told you that you would be one to go down in history,
and I don't know any other living soul
that I could say that to.
(Just between you and me,
I do not know anyone who has the knowledge that you do.)
But, this can be both a curse and a gift.
You feel somewhat "used" for not being fully compensated
for sharing these gifts,
but if you think of the wise old saying that
"goodness is its own reward," it might help.

I know you also want a normal life full of love
and just normal stuff.

You seem to me to be achieving that,
which is a huge source of joy for me.

Accept with grace that you are beyond everyone else's capabilities.
And, most of all....be so thankful that God has made you
so sweet and lovable
as well so as that you are blessed with many loving friends
surrounding you at all times.

You are most blessed, Susan.

Everyone you touch is forever changed.

Use your incredible gifts always for the goodness of all,
as that is also for the goodness of you.
Much love to you always, my dear Sister.

I am always here for you.
Love, XXXXXX

P.S. XXXXX XXXXX XXXX has confirmed that xxxxxxx,
who has split her soul into several entities,
as did AA Michael, does indeed have part of her soul in residence within me.

If it is true that xxxxxx was her son,
and you were xxxxxx, then you are part my child.
And that would also explain,
in one part only, our deep connection.

You are doing so well, living in joy, creating with your gifts,
and spreading your love.

I am so proud to be a part of your life!

The Magic lives on!!!!
+ xxx