I certainly feel the same way as well. Here at PA, I act more as an observer, and I only comment when I really feel led to do so. I observe because I feel like there is so much more to learn- about the esoteric agendas, information that has been hidden in plain view, and other things that there is no reason to read what feels like the majority of the threads now. The reason I am here is to find the clues to what my real purpose is- not to take sides in engineered exchanges for the regular herd of people. That would take too much time and energy.
Humble, I have always admired you as well. Just overcome your adversities and do what you have to do. Find your happiness, and the rest will follow. (I should take my own advice sometimes!!)
