In my view, the fact that you even see this path for yourself is massive progress.
Whatever you choose to do, you will do it well.
Sites like this do have value for people, but the measure of that value is different for each member.
I think that now and then almost everyone would benefit from a break from this kind of forum for a while. I tried it, its quite hard the first few days, but then it gets easier - eventually you drift back - or not - it depends where the river wants to take you
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