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Old 08-13-2009, 06:04 AM   #16
TRANCOSO
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Default Re: just my observation from reading your

Thanx, Northern Boy.
Now, let me tell you what happened when I died.
I was stabbed in my back, by a psychopath, with a butcher knife.
Your worse nightmare. Horror shoccking.
Anyway, I made it to the ambulance, & on my way to the hospital, all of a sudden I got very, very cold.
Next thing I know my 'spirit' left my body, & I was totally alone.
Alone as in ALONE.
You die ALONE.
There's nobody you can call on your cell phone, (which I never had & will have) just you and your mind.
Because your mind lives on.
Your thoughts don't stop.
Amazing.
So you realize something's going wrong, you're very cold & you' re completely on your own.
Then comes the 'mirror'.

Now, in my case, I returned because 'the Gods' (so not just one God, but Gods) decided so.
I didn't mind to die.
Actually, it was the best feeling I've ever had.
And not just that, it's something you've been through a thousand times before, so you recognize what's happening.
It's like going to the 'bathroom'.
Nothing new, nothing fancy.

Now, I felt like a king in his castle. I've always done, & still do, as I please. I've saved lives then, & saved an 'important' live, a live that saved lots of other lives, so I died & will die again, with a good feeling. Only, next time I'll die I know what will happen. And I'm going 'through that mirror, into the universe', no matter who I think might be waiting for me, or is actually waiting for me.
Because, in the end, you are alone.

The only way to leave this planet, is to deal with yourself.
Almost everybody is afraid to be alone, but you & only you can make a difference. All you have is yourself. Everything & everybody else is an illusion you keep going on for as long as you want.

We live in a time where all information & knowledge you can think of is available, just by hitting the right key. Everything anybody could ever imagine is there to absorbe for every soul alive. And yet we behave like sheep on their way to the slaughterhouse.

So make sure you can live with yourself, 'cause I reckon, if you can't, death ain't a party & you hate yourself for being such a fool, coward or sheep, in the life you're leaving.

Live stupid, die stupid.

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