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This is very interesting to me, when I was 18yrs old I had a live in job as a cook in a management centre in Farnham Common , uk. I was there about 3 months before my experience.
Every night I use to get into bed and played my stereo which was on a table next to my bed, one night I reached over to turn in off (as usual) because I was feeling sleepy. Before my hand could connect with the power switch a great weight hit my body and I had the feeling of my whole self being pushed into the bed downwards, like I was being taken out, I felt sheer panic and horror and the first time in my life I automatically said the lords prayer out loud. The experience stopped and I sat bolt up right in bed, in shock. I wanted to turn on the light which was by the door on the other side of the room, but was too petrified to move. I cant remember for how long, but it seemed forever. I am now 42 and will never forget it.
When I did manage to move ,I rushed to the light switch and sat back on the bed, I kept asking God to help me constantly until out of exhaustion I fell asleep. When I awoke I saw an outline of a figure on the side of my wardrobe, hollows for eyes, knees to chest, had a feeling it was a male . I was in shock and felt very traumatised. I showed my manager & thankfully she also saw it and some how we got into a convo about her mum that had died and her mum would always visit her when she was relaxing in the bath, felt her mums arms around her.
Anyway other ***** happened, doors slamming,footsteps, etc when no one else was in the centre except myself and then boyfriend.
This experience led me to question everything, my reaction , why did I pray when it was not part of my life then. I have had different encounters since then, few sinister feeling (maybe empowering me to connect to my God self)
and some amazing most beautiful encounters. But I have learnt to access my inner power of pure love and the incredible intesity of emotion that it invokes which I feel words cannot portray. Now when I Meditate with my chakras I say God is with me. I feel it is what God means to you, so pure love, universal power, etc. I also say I am love, & I am protected by love if I am paticularly feeling vulnerable, All I know it brings me incredible mental peace and the most amazing physical electric buzz throughout my body.
Thanks for posting your views,I love and appreciate it.

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WE LOOSE OUR SELVES THE DAY WE BECOME SILENT ABOUT THE THINGS THAT MATTER. MARTIN LUTHER KING.