To a certain extent you are preaching to the choir. A very discriminating choir so far as I can tell it
Rather than respond I decided to write something else for you personally.
TTTW, I have spent some time writing this post and hopefully energizing my words with an energy for you. Please read them a few times - your choice - this is totally optional. The same could apply to anyone reading this.
Fear motivates the worst reactions. I don't have any reason to doubt anything you have said, but I would recommend that you really take the time to find some place in your mind where you can, at peace, start to allow some of the things that you know have happened to YOU fall into some kind of order. This is meditation.
You DO NOT have to allow yourself to be overwhelmed, dragged down, and chained into a downward cycle. That is a choice you can make, not one for others. No one will say this is easy and be telling the truth.
You MUST regain your sense of empowerment, who you are, your abililty to make choices. There is a REASON for everything that happens.
You come
before us in this. I feel strongly that by expending your energy in "warning us" about things, you are avoiding an alternative use for your energy that is arguably more urgent.
Please consider taking that weight and burden that you have engineered for yourself - the one bound in your forum handle even - and let it go. If you want PM me and I can change your forum handle for you if you like
You are an amazing light. You ARE loved and cherished beyond your ability to comprehend in this density of awareness. Sadly I dont feel that at this moment you even fully see the light you shine. There is distortion here.
You may feel challenged by your path at this time; of course! But know that your path is one that is reserved for the strongest of us. Never forget this. Many would not be able to handle what you have and live to tell the tale - no matter how distorted that becomes.
The work we do on ourselves is the work we do on all that is! For we are all part of that one - you know this dont you? This is when service to self becomes the same as service to others which is part of the deeper mysteries of the 6th density of being - synthesis of Love and Wisdom. I expect you are in reallity far beyond most of us here in the path to that place, but you are struggling now.
I take it upon myself to remind a fellow soldier that infinite abundance is here there and everywhere, and in it healing is offered. You have the choice to accept a new state of beingness - that is one that is healed and new. This healing for you will come with realization that the hands were extended offering aid all this time, but it was entirely up to you if you accepted the aid, love and (for you "remembered") wisdom.
TTTW - may you be blessed guided and protected in the light and in the love of the one infinite creator.
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