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Originally Posted by Humble Janitor
I recently made several mistakes that may end up costing me my job. They were petty, selfish things that I'm usually not known for. I became apathetic, disillusioned and frustrated with my job to where I would do things that I knew were wrongly, mainly unconsciously. How I was able to shut off my brain and do such things, I'll never know.
I'm trying to make amends but I don't know. I'm not asking for sympathy but I feel that the mistakes went outside of work as well. I ony hope that I can cope and hope for a good outcome next week. I have a lot at stake and not enough strength to fathom a life without a job, etc.
I'll stay strong.
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You know soon after I awoke...I followed the same path. Disillusioned with my job...not really caring whether I kept it or not. As I look back I subconsciously did things to ensure I would lose it. After I lost it I thought about the repercussions to my family...to me...to folks that counted on me. And for a long time (9 months) I was looking and looking then one day I was offered 2 jobs within days of each other...for more than I was making before. I'm a computer guy and during xmas to make money I went and loaded trucks in the middle of the night. I think my higher self was showing me there were lessons I needed to learn. After I did that and think I learned that we were all the same no matter what our day jobs are. So I work for a private company with no government affiliations and just plowing along through furthering their capitalistic venture....And trying to wake up everyone I can along the way.
HJ what I'm saying....follow your soul and the purpose will be on the path...J