[mntruthseeker]

Kevin I hope you do not think that suicide is the answer. I know that instead if you feel hate,anger,fear etc.............those are all feelings of the ego not the soul

You have been through so much hell but its a lesson that you are at this time, that you said you could handle.......So you have to change your reality to get around this.

Please don't think that you will not find peace or you won't. Its there for you and if you go to some of the great threads right here or other places you will bring it to yourself. Check out Jesters thread on Love or Joys on angels, mudra's on we are one. There are so many here that will help you feel the peace and love you need right now.

I hope you do and start to feel better. dont give in to them as they will surely thrive on your fears.

god be with you