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DoctorWho · 08-04-2009, 09:08 PM

I would like to add my wife, Christina, as she's in the hospital now. She's been on new meds the past couple of weeks for her depression because we can't afford a couple of her old ones anymore. She hasn't been feeling right since then, but it was more like stuff she had experienced before when switching major meds, with withdrawl from one and the kicking in of another. Something possessed her last night after I went to bed. And I say possessed with it's correct meaning as I do not believe she was in control of herself. I went to bed around 12:30 am. 2 hours later her mom calls me to find her and check on her. She was still in the living room, and her dad was on her cell phone while she was trying to take a knife to her wrist. Fortunately she only scratched her wrist, so no real damage was done. I threw the knife away from her as she was sobbing "I want to go! Please, let me leave! I'm tired of fighting!" This was a suicide attempt that literally came out of nowhere, and she was hearing voices pounding her her head telling her to kill herself. This never happened before when she had another suicide attempt 18 months ago. I moved her into the bedroom to get her to lay down and try and calm her and fight off the negative sayings she was verbally inflicting on herself. At a point where I thought she was calming down, I tried to get a phone, but then she locked herself in the bathroom. We don't have a key or a long enough small, skinny screwdriver to unlock the doors, and I didn't have time to look for alternatives. So I busted through the door. Door is fine, but the frame needs to be fixed/replaced now (already called property manager about the situation, and she understood). I took away her shaving razor, as again she was trying to get it to cut her wrist (which wouldn't work at all). So I drag her back into the bedroom, still sobbing about lettering her go. I was able to get the phone and call 911. While I was on the phone, she looked at me, and with dark eyes and a deep voice (for her) commanding me to let her go. I could tell there was something demonic in her. Our pets (Pongo, a dalmatian, and Stigly, a cat) were running around trying to help her feel better, but to no avail. Once the EMTs and Police got there, we all had to try and restrain her so she could go on the gurnee. Handcuffs had to be used. Once at the hospital, she was put on restraints, and the way she was yelling, twitching, and fighting, it felt even more like a demonic possession. A couple of times she had some clairty. It wasn't until after they gave her a shot of somehing that sounded like "glockenspiel" that she became normal again and regained her normal conciousness. Needless to sy she was distrought by the whole event, and I was quite knackered. Once she was able to talk about things, she said she got a very bad headache after I went to bed, and that's when these voices started up. It dredged up all her negative emotions and controlled her to try and kill herself. But there was still a part of her that fought it off enough to actually call her parents and didn't put enough pressure on the knife to cause serious wounds. I told her what I felt was happening (which she didn't quite agree with the possession bit), but we both agreed her current mixture of meds may have been the trigger. She's doing OK as far as I know. I can't see her until 5pm when visiting hours in the mental health department. So if anyone cane help do some work and healing on her, we'd both be greatful.
Bill "the Doctor"

08-04-2009, 09:08 PM	#103
DoctorWho Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Central, IL Posts: 395	Re: Healing list....put the name here .... I would like to add my wife, Christina, as she's in the hospital now. She's been on new meds the past couple of weeks for her depression because we can't afford a couple of her old ones anymore. She hasn't been feeling right since then, but it was more like stuff she had experienced before when switching major meds, with withdrawl from one and the kicking in of another. Something possessed her last night after I went to bed. And I say possessed with it's correct meaning as I do not believe she was in control of herself. I went to bed around 12:30 am. 2 hours later her mom calls me to find her and check on her. She was still in the living room, and her dad was on her cell phone while she was trying to take a knife to her wrist. Fortunately she only scratched her wrist, so no real damage was done. I threw the knife away from her as she was sobbing "I want to go! Please, let me leave! I'm tired of fighting!" This was a suicide attempt that literally came out of nowhere, and she was hearing voices pounding her her head telling her to kill herself. This never happened before when she had another suicide attempt 18 months ago. I moved her into the bedroom to get her to lay down and try and calm her and fight off the negative sayings she was verbally inflicting on herself. At a point where I thought she was calming down, I tried to get a phone, but then she locked herself in the bathroom. We don't have a key or a long enough small, skinny screwdriver to unlock the doors, and I didn't have time to look for alternatives. So I busted through the door. Door is fine, but the frame needs to be fixed/replaced now (already called property manager about the situation, and she understood). I took away her shaving razor, as again she was trying to get it to cut her wrist (which wouldn't work at all). So I drag her back into the bedroom, still sobbing about lettering her go. I was able to get the phone and call 911. While I was on the phone, she looked at me, and with dark eyes and a deep voice (for her) commanding me to let her go. I could tell there was something demonic in her. Our pets (Pongo, a dalmatian, and Stigly, a cat) were running around trying to help her feel better, but to no avail. Once the EMTs and Police got there, we all had to try and restrain her so she could go on the gurnee. Handcuffs had to be used. Once at the hospital, she was put on restraints, and the way she was yelling, twitching, and fighting, it felt even more like a demonic possession. A couple of times she had some clairty. It wasn't until after they gave her a shot of somehing that sounded like "glockenspiel" that she became normal again and regained her normal conciousness. Needless to sy she was distrought by the whole event, and I was quite knackered. Once she was able to talk about things, she said she got a very bad headache after I went to bed, and that's when these voices started up. It dredged up all her negative emotions and controlled her to try and kill herself. But there was still a part of her that fought it off enough to actually call her parents and didn't put enough pressure on the knife to cause serious wounds. I told her what I felt was happening (which she didn't quite agree with the possession bit), but we both agreed her current mixture of meds may have been the trigger. She's doing OK as far as I know. I can't see her until 5pm when visiting hours in the mental health department. So if anyone cane help do some work and healing on her, we'd both be greatful. Bill "the Doctor"