[Carmen]

You can spend half a lifetime studying and taking advice from sources outside of yourself, but at some point your inner Self, your Inner Authority will kick in and it will be the specific personal authority/advice for you. You will still seek and gain knowledge from outside sources but always you will have checked the outside authenticity by checking with your own inside God Within, your Observer. It may take sometime but gradually you will find that you will trust that voice within, that Inner Knowingness more and more. The personality will try to assert its dominance often initally, but as you insist on listening more and more within, its dramas and emotional **** will dissapate.

Love and LIght

Carmen