hello all of you on avalon. well its been a while sense I have chimed in. and I wanted to check in with some of you like minded people.
I want to share an experiences I have been having as of late. I feel like Im loosing my mind. LOL... well that's because I don't really have a support with our type of thinking. most of my friends are sucking up what's being spoon fed to the masses. well, let me just tell you what's been going on.
I have been spending a lot of time meditating and praying. trying to communicate with a light being of the cosmic force of life. the great spirit. higher self. whatever it is. so im in the bathroom. and the water is running. and I have static noise in the living room from a fan running in the other room. and I start hearing a voice. like a vibration. coming from the walls. like it was in the walls. not like if we were talking. like an echo or vibration from speech. so I close my eyes and try to focus in on the voice Im hearing. then I can hear it. it says breath. breath deep. and it was guiding me on a breathing exercise. then the voice said look at myself in the mirror. and tell yourself you don't need to be anger any longer. so I did. and it said to do it again. and look into my eyes. I didn't even question it at the time. I just did what I was hearing. after I was quite shocked. this isn't the first time I have heard these voices. it seems to occur from time to time. the next day I was at my computer. just relaxing. not working on anything. just listening to the silence. and the fan is running with a faint hum of my computer on. and the fan in the background. and I hear clear as day. purify. this startled me and I jumped up and looked around. I just had an eary feeling. and a short time after that I believe I was told that something I was doing wasn't pure. its also my understanding that if I wanted to continue hearing this voice I needed to purify. call me crazy. I don't know anything about what Im talking about. I have no formal training in meditation. Im not religious. I consider my self spiritual. I don't know who Im communicating with. when I find myself in this space where I believe im contacting whatever Im hearing. I ask that only light beings are welcome to contact me and I focus on protecting myself with white light. and do not welcome dark or negative energy to be gone. and are not welcome here.. I was just wondering if any body else has been having similar experiences out there. I have met one other person in town who is hearing the same thing or something similar. gets me thinking. hope all of you are doing well. love and light to all of you.. cheers Brian
or may be im just crazy.
.. LOL!!! maybe I have had to much kool-aid.. lol!!!
