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Just thought I'd add this video for all of you who have been so supportive....you have no idea how much better it was to be able to talk about it and get it off my chest.... I made a funny...

YouTube - Louis Armstrong - What a Wonderful World
You see I have a friend who has thyroid Cancer right now, and he is so worried it's making him crazy...As much as I have tried to help him calm his nerves...he cannot. I know if he had a group like this to air his feelings he would be able to deal with it better. And maybe even heal himself. I tried to get him to watch the video from Dr Laskow..but he just cannot focus on anything but the bad part of it all.

I keep thinking that it must be some sort of karmic thing for him. He is a very young man too...he should be able to fight this much better then he is. It's almost like he's willing himself to be sick.

I told him I would have you guys send some healing energy his way..his name is Edwin...and he will be having surgery this week

So the focus is off of me... and with all the healing energy you guys sent...I know in my heart I'm going to be just fine.

I still don't know why I lost all of that weight... maybe to be able to better handle a healing..not sure. What I do know is...the love you all sent was amazing..and I could feel it to the bone. So if it was a form of cancer...we surly did change it.