Brook, in a funny way, you do us (the readers) a huge service
We get to practise our stuff and you get healed - win win for all! I think that these kind real life demonstrations are massively useful for not just you but everyone.
That is not to belittle the seriousness of any kind of illness of this nature - nor what it is and the reserves of courage and strength required to go through this situation, but it seems to me that little matches can start big fires sometimes
I am sure that there is always a reason underlying these situations - perhaps this is it, perhaps not. It is not always readily apparent what the reasons are but these days it usually becomes clear quite quickly.
May you be bathed, blessed and healed by the love and by the light of the one infinite creator.
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