With all thats happening around us it looks like we are in for a rough time.
I know I am an eternal soul and have walked this planet many times before , so I wonder why I am doing what I am doing to stay alive, I have made all sorts of plans to counteract TPTB.
I could just take the jab and die from the flu but something is holding me here. I want to be on the other side with my girl but I wonder if there is some special reason as to why I am here, I doubt it but I need to think there is a reason for me to carry on.
What does it mean to be alive?
To me it just feels like I am playing a game
Dont get me wrong I'm very happy with my life at the mo but if things get really bad why would I want to go through all that?