[Metaphor]

Originally Posted by avyaktam

The negativity will be there as long as it is needed, I guess.

I can only agree. I guess it is up to humanity how long negativity will rule the planet.

It´s not out of our hands as I used to think.
Seashores "victim menatality" thread connects with this.

http://projectavalon.net/forum/showthread.php?t=14029

Originally Posted by avyaktam

Because we are not going anywhere, we are staying, and we will change and Matter will change.
It is the Force that works, that does the Work, but our effort is needed.

Yes, indeed. But perhaps it is not only that we desire to go home, home has a desire to come to us. Perhaps thats part of the goal. Anchoring a part of home here. Like a permanent prescence of this "force"

Originally Posted by avyaktam

I can see how the enemy "desire'' pervades still so much of my life and what I do.
It is great to have Moments, but to become in all detail, in our full personality..
that's still a full different job.
It is a Big Change we have to go through.
I try to open up, but wow change can hurt, it is if you are fighting a collective resistance and at the same time it is your own resistance you have to shoot your arrows at.

Yes, yes and yes. I´m totally with you on that one. It´s a tough match against ourselves sometimes.