[avyaktam]

That was a nice metaphor, thank you Sweden.
End yes it feels very much like were are pressure cooked.
The negativity will be there as long as it is needed, I guess.
We have our moments of Remembering, but we still carry walls of resistance in us. A lot of work. Because we are not going anywhere, we are staying, and we will change and Matter will change.
It is the Force that works, that does the Work, but our effort is needed.
I can see how the enemy "desire'' pervades still so much of my life and what I do.
It is great to have Moments, but to become in all detail, in our full personality..
that's still a full different job.
It is a Big Change we have to go through.
I try to open up, but wow change can hurt, it is if you are fighting a collective resistance and at the same time it is your own resistance you have to shoot your arrows at.