[lemon_sky88]

Thank you for your words of wisdom. I will truely take them to heart. I am new to the posting thing and im shur i will get beter as time gose. I understand ur point about stressing over bills and the job and what have you. Im more gearing this towards i dont want to support this industrie any longer. The 9-5 seems like a trap to me. i only work to pay bills and nothing else. The ocassional electronic and what have you means nothing it will break within years or become obsolete. It all seems like a game to keep me busy. I want to break the cycle. I want to take project avalon and camelot as well as researching other sources on full time. I have a natural public speaking and leading ability recignized since an early age and would like to create a movement. Im more or less trying to find out is there a group out there i can belong to is there an easy way to make this happen or do i have to sell my home live out of my car and eat bologona to do it. Its kind of selfish of me to look into but i dont want to sacrafice my House where i feel safe to make this happen. I will if i have to but i wanted to find out if there sponsors out there comunities or groups that would pay me my wages (no more than 30,000 a year) instead of this 8 hour mindwash im currently into. So i can travel the country spend my time on research rather than being a csr for my company. Thanks for all the advise and i can appreciate what ur noting to when it comes to negativity i will take this to heart. with love for all