[Zeddo]

I had this utopic dream, this idea that we were all here to bring in a new paradigm.
I had this misguided vision that we were here because we cared due to being willing to learn from each other.
I even thought that I was joining a group of "awake" people.
I understand MalletSky's (Sp) frustration about being flamed for posting after having paid for the privilege.
I do not apologise for being so direct and abrasive. There is such a thing as loving and being truthful. I am being my truth and I see things that I would like to have others seeing.
Why do I not apologise? After I have said/posted things, and even the wife and kids have seen this, something will happen where there is an article, a movie or a posting by one of them that are adored (I'm talking the big guns here, Brinkly, Sparks and company) where what I have said is repeated virtually verbatum. The synchronicities in my life are growing exponentially and I feel a lot. I feel I have a lot to share. An example is last night the family and I sat down and watched the DVD of "Chain Reaction". The whole opening sequence was filled with stuff I have said. We were all stunned.
To cut to the chase and answer the question directly, I joined to help effect world change no matter what it took. This has been in-effective in my limited view.