Re: Very odd dream
Thanks for the replies, they are all interesting. I am not going to worry over this, but will let it all work itself out. My meandering thoughts are:
"clean up my act" ... I think that is something I have to do daily as I war with myself though much less lately. I tend to get irritated when driving, call people names and then feel guilty for it. I used to be very judgemental years ago, and it has taken me I would guess these past 15 years to truly embrace the phrase, "There for the grace of God/dess go I".
I'm too proud, competitive used to be a huge issue, can be lazy, I used to engage in debates a lot, I don't like them anymore, though I do like to discuss many topics, and I stopped spanking my children about 5 years ago. I just can't do it, but now at times I feel I've messed the lil buggers up by discussing to much with them and not simply handing down a discipline and that's that, but I don't and now I have 4 lil lawyers on my hands.
I don't want to give the impression that I am a permissive parent, but I do not rail, spank, scream, and sometimes I ignore the squabbles unless I sense bloodletting about to happen in some region of the house (tongue in cheek, but anyone who is a parent here should know what I mean by the tone of a typical sybling squabble verss shrieks that say it is time to intervene).
This past year has been a return to expressing my spiritual foundations more overtly to my children an not just acting upon them. My son recently had a major turn around and is again I believe on his true path. I am no longer married to their father, that ended in 1999, and about a month ago we really buried the hatchet, and the communication is much better.
Taking a spiritual inventory is always a good idea. All the posts that I am drawn to here, especially 777's ones on the symbolism so plain to see, the human body, alignment of energy have been most enjoyable and are aiding in this inventory.
Keep on posting what's in your hearts please, I do enjoy sharing with those who seek truth diligently.
listening to the soft whisper,
Unified Serenity
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