[Unified Serenity]

This is a very interesting thread, thank you all for your sharing. I'd like to think am enlightened, but then I regard my own pride, intellectual abilities, and natural gifts I was bestowed and feel I have a long way to go.

All my life I have loved God. I have never understood mean and selfish people, and can to this day recall the one mean spirited thing I did as a child with my friends toward another child. She was strange, her family was strange, and my neighborhood (a classic sub-division full of kids) friends and I put a "For Sale" sign in her yard one night as well as salt in their plants. I think I was around eight years old at the time. To this day I am most ashamed of that event, it never seems to leave me. I have prayed for her at different times. I moved away from there when I was twelve, so I have no idea what became of them.

One aspect of "being higher evolved" that has disturbed me a bit on this thread is the repetition of "don't worry about others, worry about yourself" or "walk your walk" sounds selfish to me. No, it's not my job to save anyone, I cannot, but I do feel immense sadness at those I see lost, unawake and know how sad many of them will be as these coming years unfold.

I have to re-center myself, fill up with universal love and light, and go into contemplation with my God/dess. I use that word not as a separation, but an all inclusive oneness of male/female oneness and unity.

So, I am here and mulling things over.

Thanks again for all the thoughts.

Love and peace