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Old 04-24-2009, 12:18 AM   #12
MyShadow
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Default Re: sense of unworthiness and spirituality

Do you really want to connect? That is the question. I will type these words that follow and only a few will be able to hear what I am about to say.

Everyone is already connected, every day, every moment, everyone. You are in a state of eternal connectedness, across all directions of time, and across all dimensions and reality systems. It's just that you have not yet 'trained' your focus to be able to become aware within this aspect of your identity. What are you choosing to focus upon in your choices? Religious dogma, other peoples ideas, chasing history for clues? Nothing wrong if those are your choices, we all have a preference and resonation.

A starting point is to become aware that your ego-self is a master in reacting in fear to protect itself from separation. In other words, if you move past it's dominion of your view of reality, then you won't 'need' it anymore and it fears that loss. Yet, this is normal, 99% of physically focused beings never will come to this awareness across multiple lifetimes. Yet there are a few that find their way.

Start by asking for help. When you ask, ask that the messages can be heard as well. Surround your ego-self with compassion and love, ask it for a 'partnership' of cooperation, and assure it that it is not going to be extinguished, just balanced. Then begin to release your belief filters, you know those ones that you formed by adopting other peoples accounts of experiences other than ones that you have actually experienced in your reality. You have to explore this gently and firmly at the same time. You ego-self will come up with all kinds of rationalizations and false evidence to convince you of otherwise. Unworthiness is one of it's favorites!

If you make it past this step, then the rest will unfold and you will return to an awareness of the eternal order.

Blessings and my prayers for the highest good for each of you.

Last edited by MyShadow; 04-24-2009 at 12:35 AM.
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