[futureyes]

i am happy ...

my life as i once knew it to be ... is all but slipping through my fingers like sand ... i no longer have the control to tightly hold the sand ... have had to let go of so much ... and externally ... be left with not alot ...

internally ... i could not be richer ... feel to be more complete and fulfilled than i ever have ...

i am so very happy because i feel life on this planet can only get better ...

feeling fulfilled ... yes i am ...