Gameos my friend I understand you .
I must admit experienced the same frustrations
at times .I can not help even if I know frustrations are not desired
emotions ,especially in connection with such a noble and wholly
stuff as meditations and attempt of healing our planet
( which also might suggest I need more work with
healing of my being before I start healing the Planet

)
but yea experiencing one Saturday powerful energies and positive emotions
during meditations and not getting them the next
since we still experimenting with different musics and visio
is frustrating for me ,in the while I try to be patient still believing
that the movement will create good powerful music file .
But also knowing that participation of Phied is essential
so count me on for this Wednesday meditation
your friend and coparticipant in this experiment in healing
jazzgad