[futureyes]

hiya egg ...

i read your dream last night with interest but wanted to let things steep until this a.m. ...

don't we love these full screen technicolor dreams of late ... the special effects really grab us and hold our attention ...

ok ... your dream ... this is how i get it ...

you're in your mom's back yard ...
representing egg going back to his inner child ...

why?
because when we were children ... we are reminded that our fears were minimal ... we worried less ... and trusted greater ...

ok ... so that had to be in place first ... the setting ... egg's place of inner child ... remember that place ... feel it ...

egg's in his mom's back yard on a sunny day ... enjoying it ... feeling the moment ... then suddenly out of no where ... the flock of swallows arrives ...
the swallows lovingly take egg to a safe place ... where he ... with his inner child ... can observe what takes place ... an "observer" he becomes ... reminding egg ... the teaching is about observation ... egg to remain knowing he is safe within ... get down and simply observe ... remember ... no fear in this process ... egg's safe ...

egg watches as the sky cloud over ... this he could feel as gloom and doom ... BUT ... is it not interesting that there remained patches of sunlight peeking through?!
this to show egg ... not is what it seems ... just because the sky suddenly clouds over ... he is still within his inner child ... AND ... light still streams through in places ... light remains ALWAYS ... even where and when things appear to be dark ... this was shown to egg ... remember egg ... always there is light behind what appears to be of dark ... yes?

ok ... then the roar egg hears ... another special f/x's ... just so he's paying attention ...

with that come the bugs ... feels to me the bugs could be representational of many things ... what struck me was how they arrived ... in multiiples like that ... covering the same ground egg was laying on ... allowing him to feel emotion ... nervousness of how they arrived ... of their numbers ... and yet ... egg lays there ... as an observer ... within his inner child ... his safe place ... egg trusted and knew he was there to be a witness of what was unfolding ... to experience such ... for a reason ...

getting back to all the insects ... interesting is this ... together like that ... they covered the ground ... that certainly made them look big and powerful from where you were laying hey egg?

but really ... if only one bug arrived and landed beside you egg ... would you have been as nervous? no ... probably not ... it's just one bug ... or even if a couple landed ... not a deal ... by their selves ... they don't "appear" to have any power ... no cause for fear to egg ...

but when they arrived in great numbers like that ... suddenly they felt to have enormous power ... why ... because together they made their selves "look" potent enough to instill nervousness and some fear ... but really ... break their numbers down ... they are only puney little bugs ... they do not have any power ... EGG has the power ... not the bugs ...

interesting too that just before egg's fear could kick in more ... he heard the wings flapping ... so many of them ... egg seemed to have been allowed to feel his fear for JUST the right amount of time ... touch upon it BUT ... not get "swallowed" by it ...

ok ok ... i'm not done yet ...

egg hears the wings ... "hears" them first ... then "sees" them ... hears them from within ... then sees them from without ...

uplifting were they not egg? quickly did they do away with all the insects ... yes ... for they were "house" sparrows ... where was egg externally all along ... in his mom's backyard ... her house ... home ... where was egg internally ... home ... his inner child ... safe ... knowing ...

egg observes how the sparrows gobble away at the bugs ... until they were all gone ... and the birds fly away ... all but one ... ONE house sparrow remained momentarily to connect with egg ... confirm with him ... all is well ... changes occured ... he is unscathed ...

and off the sparrow went ... in freedom ...

the clouds parted ... darkness dissipated ... the sky once again a beautiful blue ... and light resumed everywhere ... once again ...

so egg ... futureyes isn't usually emotinal first thing in morning ... but your dream ... wow ... brings a few tears to her eyes ... a good thing though ...

your dream was so defined ... felt so real didn't it?

i get you've experienced some pretty phenominal things in your life egg ... ever wonder why? and here you are with this dream ... such a beautiful teaching ... so inspiring ...

you can parallel this dream to your personal life as can you with something of a worldly nature ... but what i feel egg ... is that this teaching is an integration of BOTH ...

no matter what ... can egg remain grounded? is egg meant to be an anchor for others??

that whatever happens egg ... will happen ... the bugs may come ... and if they come in droves like that ... to always remember ... they are not one big powerful force ... they are but tiny insecure players ... who come together ... to make their selves look big and powerful ... it is their only way they believe they can place fear upon this earth ... upon the same ground we lay on ... in the same backyard ... we reside ...

to know your place of inner child ... your light always shines no matter what ... your light is your strength and your power ... above all else which "appears" larger ... and yet ... truthfully ... never larger than life ...

so knowing this egg ... if the bugs arrive in your own personal life ... or if they arrive with kicked up ambition upon our plane ... where will egg be ... will he be swallowed by what is happening before him ... or will he be within his inner child ... within his home ... his truth of knowing ... that light will prevail ... that he can wait it out ... that the darkness is never permanent ... to always see the light ... even if it is only glimpses in that moment ...

but to know ... the clouds will part ... the sky will be blue once again ... and this plane will be filled with light ... your light ...

and what i got after reading your words egg ... is that the sky will not only regain its blue color ... but the color will be much more vibrant than it was ... prior to all that unfolded ...

peace to you this day egg ...