[jazzgad]

more and more I have a feeling it is going to start
just after this summer .But besides having cozy job
on which i can meditate and read which I believe is
my contribution to this revolution in spirit that is taking place
and having just little bit food and water to last couple of weeks
for my family in emergency I m in no way prepared for what I think
is coming ,but in a way I m ok with that ,everyday meditate
ask for assistance guidance and protection and I feel assisted guided and protected ,for Now and since Now is what really only is ,there is no sense of panic in me ,I guess that could also mean that I will be revived for this
incarnation soon ,and personally the sooner the better I m tired
of this heavy planet work for Now I m ,but tomorrow if I survive
I could see myself plunging into rebuilding of new Earth in completely new paradigm.

so I am in state of surrender and that sustains me for NOW.