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deb003 · 04-16-2009, 08:12 PM

My goodness.
I just read this entire thread and went through so many different emotions!
At first, I wanted to lash our at Michael S.C., then I wanted to judge bill & Kerry, then I wanted to put them all in a room with a therapist so they could work it all out. Then i thought Michael is the Devil, no Kerry & Bill are CIA ops experiements, then I thought TPTB want to break the truth movement.
I wanted to control so much and so many people during reading this thread...
But it's good. Everything that happens always shows me what I feel and always reflects back to me.
They have their own journey Bill, Kerry, Michael, i see that I want to change it somehow, and control it.
That's what reading what happened taught me. My need to control, change, and judge others and well, of course myself...mhhhh.
Now I think...it is what it is!

04-16-2009, 08:12 PM	#91
deb003 Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 297	Re: Camelot responds to St Clair's blurb My goodness. I just read this entire thread and went through so many different emotions! At first, I wanted to lash our at Michael S.C., then I wanted to judge bill & Kerry, then I wanted to put them all in a room with a therapist so they could work it all out. Then i thought Michael is the Devil, no Kerry & Bill are CIA ops experiements, then I thought TPTB want to break the truth movement. I wanted to control so much and so many people during reading this thread... But it's good. Everything that happens always shows me what I feel and always reflects back to me. They have their own journey Bill, Kerry, Michael, i see that I want to change it somehow, and control it. That's what reading what happened taught me. My need to control, change, and judge others and well, of course myself...mhhhh. Now I think...it is what it is!