[THE eXchanger]

i have 33 years of work invested into project exchange
so, i have the **** - its just not quite finished
good work is good work
however, there are a lot of things,
like drawing/and, photography, i can't do myself
and, i need to earn more money, in order to finish it properly

also, i have to work first, to pay my bills, & mortgage,
and, creating awareness, has been very important,
actually more important, than earning money,
and, in the last 6 months, i have put in over 2200 hrs,
just creating awareness, and, helping other people
which i love to do

over 6000 emails to people - helping them, off the list

i would love to escape this house
and, get my hands, on my equity (which is hundreds of thousands of dollars)
but, i need to do, a 5K reno, that, would get me, approx 30K more
(and, i don't know, whether to sell, as, is--
or, try, to pick up 30,000 more) ???

rebecca J, said, to me today - sell it, as is, right now

(perhaps, she's right, my equity would start a great city of light)

& i suppose,
if i had NOT spent those 2200 hrs on the internet
i'd likely have gotten the book done
however, i also, i would NOT have gained the experience
of chatting online, to so many people,
and, making so many friends, which really is great

as, an intj - we tend
to like our own company, so, being here,
has definitely helped me to expand & grow
& forced me out, into the world

NOW, i need to spend 7 days to get my accounting done

I NEED HELP !!!
& i can't seem to FIGURE out,
how to ask for it, or, how to find it ???

any suggestions would be welcomed !!!

thank you