[piers2210]

Nice reply Rhythm, so what you are saying is that a truely "spiritual" person is just someone who loves, gives, smiles, is nice to be around.....i can work on that!!!

My problem relates to the "spiritual" tour i went on recently to the mayan temples, which was lead by a so-called "spiritual" person who was in fact so self-congratualatory, so "superior", so egocentric, so consumed by the "fame" she had found, that she was no longer "nice", no longer had a warm "energy" around her (if she ever did), no longer interested in helping people (if she ever did).....it upset me and made me question where i "was". Where i had "reached".

She increased one's sense of failure, fear etc etc, rather than increasing one's self worth, or giving direction....And the people surrounding this so-called spiritual person were taking my energy, they were mostly "lost souls", searching for something you can only find within, not from some egocentric superior "spiritual" person....

I guess i'll just have to help myself.

I feel that i can raise this final "question" about life here on planet earth on your thread because it is a wide ranging thread, like the Exchanger's thread where all kinds of thoughts can be raised....

I want to be assured that just because i am a "normal" person, and not a monk or someone who is "called" or something, or a so-called spokesman for some alien race i will be ok.....

By the way, the light pulses are very powerful at the moment. I couldn't sleep last night. What on earth is going on?