THANKYOU FOR THAT FUTUREYES ............ WHAT WORDS OF WISDOM AND BEAUTIFULLY STRUNG TOGETHER, NO ONE HAS EVER SPOKEN TO ME LIKE THAT BEFORE, IT IS VERY ENLIGHTNING...............................
WITHOUT TRYING TO SPOIL ANY ILLUSIONS ABOUT ME YOU CAN SEE WHERE I LIVE .... I WORKED ALL MY LIFE AS AN ENGINEER AND WORKED LOADS OF OVERTIME TO PROVIDE FOR MY FAMILY AND CHILDREN, MY WIFE DENISE IS A VERY HARD WORKING KEEP FIT INSTRUCTOR ........ I WAS INJURED 5 YEARS AGO IN AN INDUSTRIAL ACCIDENT CAUSING ME A 30% DISABILITY, I NEVER RECIEVED ANY COMPENSATION AND FELT BADLY LET DOWN BY THE COMPANY I WORKED 20 YEARS FOR, SO WE HAVE TO SURVIVE ON DISABILITY ALLOWANCE PAID BY THE GOVERNMENT, HOWEVER AS YOU SAID FUTUREYES EVERYBODY RELIES UPON AND LOOKS UP TO ME FOR ADVICE OR HELP IN ANY WAY....(SOMETIMES IT GETS AS THOUGH I HAVE NO TIME TO MYSELF) I WAS AMAZED AT HOW YOU PICKED UP UPON ME BEING A TOWER OF STRENGTH, WELL IN REALITY I AM JUST A BLOKE WITH A HOBBLE AND A LIMP WHO MOANS ABOUT THE SYSTEM AND WOULD LIKE TO TRY AND CHANGE IT ......... BUT THANKYOU FOR THOSE WORD FUTUREYES THEY WERE MOST UPLIFTING.
AS FOR MY DREAMS BOY I SOMETIMES HAVE THE MOST VIVID AND REALISTIC BUT THAT DREAM THIS MORNING IT WAS LIKE I HAD JUST WATCHED A FILM AND I HAVE NEVER FELT PHYSICAL HAPPENINGS BEFORE LIKE THE WATER SOAKING THRU MY CLOTHING AS I LAID BELLY DOWN ON THE WET CONCRETE FLOOR OR THE SEERING HEAT UPON MY BACK AND THE DEBRIS HITTING MY FACE AND FORHEAD HANDS AND NECK AND THE FEEL OF MY TROUSERS FLAPPING IN THE GALE IT WAS AWESOME.
THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO READ MY THREAD AND THOSE OF YOU KIND ENOUGH TO COMMENT AND TO YOU FUTUREYES FOR THEM WONDERFUL WORDS.
THIS MORNING TRYING TO TYPE THIS IN MY LAP TOP IN ME BOXERS SOCKS NO GLASSES HAIR LIKE I HAD BEEN DRAGGED THRU A HEDGE BACKWARDS,
OH AND BOGGY BREATH...........I WOULD HAVE SCARED A GHOST.
KINDEST REGARDS DAVE CASTER
