Dear Camelot Friends,
I won't be posting for a while. Time to hit the road.
I had cancer and a tough divorce that left this 52 year old back at my mother's house tore up and all.
Now my mean-spirited brother lost his job in the post production studio and is also moving in with his even more cruel wife. Tonight she said that every thing I believe in (kundalini/ETs/an afterlife) is "****" and a fantasy.
I know I've experienced what I've experienced - and there are many witnesses.
I'm still sick and trying to finish a book that I feel can people. I have no money and have live off my mother. My kingdom for a job.
I won't go into the details of my situation, but I'm just reaching out for "hang in there" or something. If I had the thousands my brother and is wife have, I'd get my own place, but there here thinking they are saving the day from a UFO lunatic (and living rent free, too, even though they can afford to live anywhere).
Anybody in LA need a room mate?
Love you all and stay true to what your heart feels as true. My private e mail is
ravensdawn@earthlink.net.
Paul
www.ravensanddoves.com
www.northhollywoodarts.com
www.home.earthlink.net/~paul_perner