[Humble Janitor]

I need pictures to spark my memory but when I see them, I can usually recall those events.

My oldest intact memory is right after I lost my hearing and that would be at 4 or 5.

I am in a library, trying to understand a teacher and not being able to hear a thing. I rely on lip-reading for the first time. I am confused. I am scared.

And I still remember one of my first nightmares:

I am staring into the dark, trembling and cold and I start pointing to the darkness and saying something that defies it and a creature of sorts chases me and everything moves like a spiral of sorts. I wake up in a cold sweat.

I am hoping to find a way to dig up even more old memories as I feel I am a position to deal even with the worst of them. Some memories are already coming back and it's helping me to analyze them as I am at a different part of my life and able to apply my life lessons.

I read somewhere on here about how peoples' memories will start coming back as a process of moving into a new density.