I have some visions I cant explain. I have a feeling its from a past life. but I don't really know.
I see myself as a dark skinned person. not sure what ethnicity. and Im sitting on a hill side in a field of poppies. looking at the sunset.
and another of what I can tell looks to be from medieval times? where Im wearing some leather armor and Im part of a large family or group. I also see farming.
my mother seems to think I was a bad cop long ago who caught my mother steeling when she was a child. and I jailed her and cut here hands off. this might explain why she beats me in my youth? I don't recall any of that.
I hope not. & I chose her as my mother out of some kind of redemption..