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so let's just say 2012 comes and goes ... not a thing "happens" ...

biggest emotion some may feel is disappointment ... a "let down" of their hopes ... wishes ... EXPECTATIONS ...

why would this occur ...

because of expectations placed upon ones self ... and if that is what one will feel ... disappointment ... then one has only created that for their selves ...

to "expect" some thing to occur ... one still remains in the old ... "expecting" some thing to happen FOR them ... one then has not come to know who they really are ... again ... still expecting "it" to happen ... expecting "it" to change their lives ...

as it has never been about some one bettering another's life ... so is it the same re this shift ... isn't about "some thing" making it happen FOR us ...

this shift is ABOUT us ... allowing our own selves to create the new ...

the shift commenced a long while back ... many already know it ... feel it ... and thus are open to it and living it ... being flexible ... re-remembering the power we have within us to BE the change we seek ... knowing it will arrive but it will do so because of US ...

i get that 2012 will be the peak of this shift ... that it will continue two if not three years after ... the calming/balancing/restorative period i am told ...

many people are relying on that date to arrive and it will change and improve their lives forever forward ... disappointment WILL surely be experienced then as there was no shift within ones self to come to know who they really are and to know and feel their truth ... within their heart ... only their minds will have been aligned to the expectation of the outcome ...

expectations of outcomes will be such a way of old ... archaic even ... expecting some one or some thing external to change us internally ... won't happen ... WE ... must be the change ...

and for those who know this ... 2012 i believe will come and life will be so new and so positively different ... for many ... reconnecting to who we are and what we are capable of creating ... no longer will the old ways even make logic to us ... we will then be living by way of heart central ...

and others ... they will feel disappointment greatly ... and their work will continue ...

we are our own creators ... always have been ... always will be ...

many will re-remember this and move forward in such an infinite and powerful way ... so very expansive in all the new ...

i have always felt this year ... the '09 year ... will be the year of the greatest and the truest potential to our awakening ... the energies facilitate this now ... a wildcard year i call it ... a year of consciously allowing for significant choices re our future ...

you see ... if in this moment we are uncertain of what will be in 2012 ... if we are thinking some thing will occur FOR us ... and if we can't change from this thought process ... then it most certainly will bring FOR us ... disappointment ...

if in this moment we know and feel 2012 to simply be a marker and that we will have spiritually advanced our selves via our consciousness ... matters not that we in this moment know to what degree or the details ... but that we know we WILL be living in the new way ... then we will ...

i know me quite well now ... very well actually ... and i know and feel ... within every part of my self ... where i will be come the arrival of 2012 ... i just know i will be living the new ... living by way of heart central ... exploring and experiencing all that goes with that ... such a new way ... i know within my own self that i will marginally remember the old way ... and soon that too will fade within the few years after 2012 ... i know this for me now ...

and others will know THEIR own truth in this moment ... and that is where it is beneficial we are ... here ... knowing and living our truth ... WITHOUT expectations of outcomes of tremendous magnitude ... that would be silly as then we set our selves up for disappointment ...

so really ... it is about taking responsibility finally ... knowing what we know ... feeling what we feel ... re-remembering and coming to our own truth so that we can collectively move forward ...

so that come 2012 ... the marker ... we are not disappointed ... rather ... we know our selves and flow into the new ... and i for one ... am very excited about all that will be ... this will be so for many who do not EXPECT 2012 to arrive and change them ...

but to BE ... the change in this moment ...