There is a reason why you are all here - there is a reason why sifting through all of this stuff makes you feel the way you do. It's may not be evident in this moment, but it will unfold on your path as you expand.
Try not to take all of this so literally, especially the doom and gloom expressions. In time you will come to see these voices are important for you to hear and process. Think of your 'obsession' in terms of a stong desire to find your personal truth and bliss - it's in your vicinity, you are making your way towards it.