[futureyes]

i can relate blastawaycas ... have had many similar experiences and i have heard similar from others ...

this would seem to be more of a heads up re journeying through the eye of the needle ... the churning of leaving the old and entering the new ... the feeling you are in a large industrial washing machine ... feeling the motions of departure of what was ... entering what will be ... like the final act of this game we call illusion ...

and that you will come through it unscathed ... no harm will come to you ... only thing to do is to go with the flow ... trust your self ... trust the process ... resisting will only allow you to feel nauseous ... sitting on the fence at the eleventh hour type of nauseous ... feeling where your heart wants to go ... knowing there is not a thing of the old to bring ...

and you'll be fine ... i believe this "dream" will change you in some way ...

so beautiful ...