Antonia, try these links:
UFO HYPOTHESIS VOLUME ONE(Part 1 of 24):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acLnHsPhihs.
UFO HYPOTHESIS VOLUME TWO(Part 1 of 24):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNDwi...eature=related.
I have become very suspcious of large sections of my religious upbringing...yet I am equally suspicious of new age transformation and eastern mysticism. I was at a Whole Life Expo many years ago...and I was speaking with a lady who commented that the human mind was very susceptible to self-delusion. I can't get that comment out of my mind. We can angrily reject one load of bs...as we cheerfully accept a brand-new load of bs. Perhaps we need to learn how to think openly, yet critically. This may involve a huge amount of emotional and spiritual trauma...especially if malevolent entities(of whatever nature) don't want us to really figure out what they are really up to. They may have the ability to divert our thoughts...or wear us out when we begin to threaten their secret activities. I can't help but think that there are many people in the alphabet agencies who really see things very clearly...but don't dare say a word...because the public wouldn't believe them anyway...and the few who did would go nuts. Besides, the PTB would eliminate them in a nasty accident, perhaps. So...they live lives of quiet desperation. This is probably true for many of the elites, as well. Oh, what a tangled deal this is...