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great thread epiphame ...

here is my input from an 'in-my-experience' answer ...

many years ago i experienced an nde ... it was an odd experience ... very rapidly did i find my self within a tunnel ... of sorts ...
quicker was i moving from the midnight blue of space at one end where i had entered ... getting closer to a very white ... very intense light at the other end ...
quite honestly my initial feeling was of fear ... within moments i remembered others accounts i have heard of whereby going to the white light was a positive experience ... why was i not feeling the same ... consciously i was actually in this tunnel comparing what i was experiencing to what i 'thought' i was 'supposed' to experience ...
i was asked to go with what i felt in that moment ... to absolutely question why i am fearing this light ...
this all occured at warp speed on one level and yet almost robitcally slow on another ... i could feel i was experiencing both as i was in between ... both ...

it was like i was on a horizontal escalator ... closer was i arriving to this intense white light ... the closer i travelled ... the greater it felt artificial and i did not and could not make my self resonate with it ...

i recall feeling little red flags going up within me ... asking me to question ... knew my 'time' was running out ...
finally i remember staring at this light ... telling it i will not continue going to it ... that i felt what was before me to not resonate with me ... that i felt something was quite off about it ... that i am listening to my heart ... and that i choose to turn around and go back for this light was not for me ...

and i did ... at a speed of being nauteous ... i returned to this plane ...

bear with me ... this is going somewhere ...

i have also experienced an abduction ... it was a very unpleasant experience ... until its intervention ...
to spare the details ... what i wanted to say was that prior to the intervention and my being sent back ... where i was at for the duration of my 'time away' ... it was that same white intense light i had experienced years prior ... sterile and oh so artificial it felt ... for me ... it was a light equivalent to having been 'produced' ... 'manufactured' ... rather than feeling it was the light of christ-consciousness ...
the entire experience frightened me ... as did this white light ... i felt no thing pure of it ...

the intervention occured and in doing so ... a different light overshadowed the initial one i wrote of ...
it was a glow rather than of stark intensity ... it was warm rather than cold ... it was radiant and yet soothing ... it was love rather than fear ...

since then ... this soothing and loving glow of light is all i experience now ... i have not experienced the other again ...

have assisted others at times in their crossover of the conclusion of their life experience here ... always is it within this loving glow of soothing light ... where they arrive at and where i travel to often ... it is within this same divine light ... to be surrounded in it is to 'be' it ... to experience unconditional fulfillment ... purely and effortlessly ... this i know to be the christ-consciousness of being ...

the other ... the intense white sterile light i felt to be lured to ... to feel not a natural thing about it ... i have not experienced it since ...
for some it might ... for me it never resonated within my being ... i felt it to be 'enticing' ... to have allowed me little time to feel it from my heart ... i experienced its push ... any pushing i know eludes free will ...

within the glow of pure light ... in my experience ... there is no pushing ... there is only being ... and free will ... always ...

so that is my experience of two very different versions of white ... perhaps i have shed some light ... or two ...