I alway followed my self this is how I figure out by my self that there was a creator. Then in my sleep that same day I was beeing test on my spirtual progress twice by higher level beeings who I think now are the Paa Tal what alex collier is talking about.
And I can tell you there are really caring about us. lucid dreaming started realy happing in Mrt/Apr of 2008 me passed around nov/dec 2008.
If you want to truth then you got to going to trust your own higher self and not using your 5 senses to proof it.
I used to drink a lot and wanted to stop, but some how I alway started again.
But that one day they came back in my dream after I passed the last main test (lucid) they explained what the problem was symbolically and switch it off . Problem solved
Deagle is not out of control. I hope you get it, because some people don't like 95/97%. I know stepping out of the matrix is hard. Also David Icke can explain it very good check on CMN web site for his interview it is good one!!