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Lunaris · 02-12-2009, 03:01 AM

my rage/anger/resentment issues that plagued me for all this time were really surprising to everyone around me...i got accused of doing drugs, being an alcoholic, going insane...

i am quite vocal and verbal about what i am going through..i guess everyone got used to it being the "good stuff" i was going through...not the "negative"..

its funny though but the level of intensity of these emotions was quite amazing and also strange as i carried on with the rest of my life quite remarkably well...as in..well in the past having just one major resentment/argument with someone would affect the whole rest of my life...this time it was like 10 people and a "hurricane/tornado" of negative emotions spewing out of me..but...nothing was affected in my "daily" life..which is VERY unusual for me! in fact, i really cannot believe how great everything is now and that not only do i not have any more oppressive people in my life..but i feel very cleansed by just ******* forgiving the *******s.

i dunno i just wanted to share...

kinda random i guess..

sorry if that bugs ya!

02-12-2009, 03:01 AM	#42
Lunaris Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 149	Re: Heads Up, 3rd DNA mid Feb. my rage/anger/resentment issues that plagued me for all this time were really surprising to everyone around me...i got accused of doing drugs, being an alcoholic, going insane... i am quite vocal and verbal about what i am going through..i guess everyone got used to it being the "good stuff" i was going through...not the "negative".. its funny though but the level of intensity of these emotions was quite amazing and also strange as i carried on with the rest of my life quite remarkably well...as in..well in the past having just one major resentment/argument with someone would affect the whole rest of my life...this time it was like 10 people and a "hurricane/tornado" of negative emotions spewing out of me..but...nothing was affected in my "daily" life..which is VERY unusual for me! in fact, i really cannot believe how great everything is now and that not only do i not have any more oppressive people in my life..but i feel very cleansed by just ***** forgiving the *****s. i dunno i just wanted to share... kinda random i guess.. sorry if that bugs ya!