Hi Guys, Torz Here in Derby 38 Female
I have been reading this forum for a few months now, ( plus God knows how many more!) I woke up about 6 mths ago and have spent that time since then trying to run a big family, keep my partner and I from splitting up whilst investigating this insanely driven need for knowledge and the truth as to WTF is going on.......
and why do I feel like this....
From a very young age I realised I was just..... different..... I didn't think about stuff the way other peole did and I was always thinking about the stars and ET life. I read 100's of books on everyhting to do with all I am investigating and realising now...
So, that was then and this is now, I'm so much calmer and I actually take notice of everything around me now not from the point of view I had a yr ago but from a super expanded, ancient, Spiritual stand point...
I have gone from thinking we were all going to die a horrible death at the hands of a rather large, ellipticly orbiting planet that has various names and has even alledgedly been photographed by the SPT... oh and comes around every 3600 yrs!!!... was stunned to find out that the planet is actually run by a bunch of ruling families hell bent on world domination and are systematically creating a world full of fear in order to prevent our long awaited ascension to the 5th dimension by keepin us in a low vibration in order for them to delete their negative kharma with a negative harvest.( minus about 4million of us who are not on the Invite only stay below ground list)
To understanding and really comprehending that we are all Spiritual beings having a human experience. Imagine realising that Mother Earth is a conscious being and was created by source to experience what duality was like for the geneticly engineered humans from 22 different Extraterrestrial races, only at some point in our wild and varied past that someone decided to turn off most of our DNA strands and make us slaves, only just capable of surviving but minus a fully light activated body.....
I have delved into and understood Quantum Physics
and the nexus wave that is to come as Earth has her quaruntine removed at some point in the near future, which will finally enable us to be re-united with our Space brothers and sisters. Aided by the Mayans, who always knew this end of an Age was coming and Ancient Tribes of the World who's path differed from ours and they retained the knowledge of who we really are and what is going to happen to us all, those who are consciously still in tune with Mother Earth and Father Sky and are aware of the ceremonies that must be performed in order to anchor the Light energies into the Earth's Crystaline Grid.
So, Love is the answer to everything then is it??............ Is it really as simple as that...... We must relearn how to live from our hearts and to activate our MerKaBa and when we do with whatever is coming our way, we will become the Golden Race and will ascend into something that sounds almost too good to be true but will be totally unlike anything we have EVER EVER experienced before...... I for one cannot wait and I am excited.
We can do this, we are more than capable of it, we wouldn't have incarnated here at this time if we didn't think we were more than capable of carry out the task at hand, but forgive us for getting side tracked along the way.....
We are here now and we are awake, we know what is happening.....
Namaste
Torz xx