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Old 02-02-2009, 07:26 PM   #43
Carmen
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Join Date: Dec 2008
Location: New Zealand
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Default Re: Who are you? What is your purpose?

I think I am a star-seed, come to help in this turbulent time. I had 'stuff' from other lifetimes to address before I could know my destiny/purpose in this life

I remembered in my adulthood, a visitation when I was about 8. I have no vision of who, but I was in an awake, blissful state, all night. The response from my eight year old self was that I had to be a good girl and to help my mother.

About four years ago I was given the vision of the life in ancient times somewhere in Persia. It was a dreadful life of being a captured booty of some sort of battle. I was abused dreadfully, because I had a strong spirit and would not give in. I danced to entertain men. I had three children very young and I was killed around the age of sixteen. A great hatred was born in me, that was addressed/brought to wisdom, in this life by being married to the sheik/leader who watched the abuse. God knows what I had done in some other life to deserve such a life!

The players in that life are all back in this life, and I have met and recognised many of them. These visions came when I kept asking my inner God "Why am I fearful of going home. Why does it feel like I am escaping when I leave home? These feelings were not true of this life. I knew there was an older, deeper answer. I had these visions over a three day period. It answered much for me, and catapulted me into a higher level.

Now there's a bit of Carmen flashing for you. I've never written this down before, and have told very few people. For no-one, not awakened would understand a word!

Love and Light

Carmen
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