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Originally Posted by dagon

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I have to say. there is a point in which one has to stop looking at all that is being said in these communities. I have been obsessed with research on topics concerning 2012, nwo, amero, economics, ufo's, and so on., so much so that its all im doing. filling my head with this information. reading, listening, watching, so its only natural that when one leaves this to enter the matrix. It just spills out. people ask me how Im doing. and I come out with. just fine considering the world is falling apart. and did you know about the dark rift. and the ice cores in greenland. oh and by the way, the amero is coming. so much so that all my friends are concerned about me. thinking Im drinking the kool-aid. and starting to keep away from me. its a tough place to be. nobody wants to look at any of this stuff. discuss it. or give it any energy at all. what can you do about it. they say. your energy is better spent on finding work. and finding happiness. not depressing the ones @ you. catch what Im throwing. Im sure there are a few uf us here taking all this way to seriously. I do. its like nothing else really matters in my eyes. I guess its about balance. that I cant seem to find. I do have a obsessive type of personality. maybe I need a break. I just feel so passionate about these subjects. always have. and I want people to wake up. especially my friends. who want no part of it. and how. Im pushing myself into a corner.. I guess Im getting to caught up in all this. to me, its way to exciting.. I could go on and on.. but I think you get the point. and just putting it out there..



cheers.

I totally empathise.. Its been a long lonely road for me, alternating between agony and ecstasy. Only in the last year have I really learnt that the 'evangelistic' approach is never going to work.. no matter how much I talk up a particular documentary or website etc to any of my 'friends' or 'work mates' it seems to make absolutely no difference, they aren't capable of taking anything important seriously.. the media blackout and entertainment saturation of our fake society is all pervasive. People don't seem to have much more attention span than a goldfish.. I even know people with serious illness and family members with cancer who could't take the time to watch the Jim Humble interview on MMS, one response I got was "I watched a bit of it man but the whole thing was like an hour long" WOW one 'whole hour' gee what a sacrifice for a life-changing health revolution you poor fool.. (I didn't say that, Im always understanding and supportive).

I have a friend who is finishing his doctorate in pure mathematics.. when over my house I did my best to convince him of the reality of UFOs (as a first step to then introduce him to hyper-dimensional physics and to explain faster-than light travel and also the groundbreaking work of Nassim Haramein) No matter how many real photos of spacecraft I showed this guy.. military whistleblower testimony (thanks Steven Greer) you name it.. this guy was %100 percent convinced that I was a naive fool for believing in conspiracies and that everthing I presented was a hoax because 'modern science' knows everything and if there were ETs S.E.T.I and NASA would have told us.. and his key argument was that even if there was life on another planet somewhere there was NO WAY it would look anything like a human-being.

At least we have each other guys, we may be surrounded by mind-controlled zombies but we can support and nurture each other via this forum until such time as the rest of society matures spiritually and intellectually to a level where the necessary changes can be made. Don't hold your breath though, its not looking too good for humanity right now.. we are suffering from the sins and complacency of our forebears and the deathly parasite of the abrahamic religions - that manipulative house of spiritual terrorism in YOUR community called a 'church' 'synagogue' 'mosque'.. how can we ever live in peace and be custodians of nature when that sort of false-cult criminality is still being indoctrinated to the children of this world.

..As you can imagine Dagon, I'm the black sheep of my family too