A victim flees, a survivor stays, lets face the future from where we are, there's no running you know. Why not just face whatever is coming? The body doesn't matter really, because if your work toward a "healthy" soul, everything will be alright.
Try overcoming fear, I know myself its really hard, but you make progress every day. Also to become a good example to friends and people around you, and they always follow good examples.
Let NONE negativity affect you in any way.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMUiwTubYu0
after seeing this video you might see things a bit different =)
My 2 cents, cheers.. =)