Thread: I grow weary
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Old 09-13-2008, 09:57 PM   #5
THE eXchanger
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Default Re: I grow weary

Dear Lock'N'Load...
you picked your name for a reason ...
it's time for you to ask
to remember where you put the damn keys,
to the lock that is on your heart...
and, since, you definitely,
do know how to load your question,
all, that you truly are missing,
is a few answers.

It takes, a person, 50 years,
to pass through, approx 4 different stages of their life...
at 50, (and, i am about 50)
it can take that long, to gain a full appreciation,
of all that you are, and, then, to take that,
and, go out and eXpress it to the world.

Yes, your journey, has always been about truth...
and, the sorting process, has, left you feeling
a little bit tossed up...

why do others, NOT see things, as, i do ...
i'll bet you ask yourself that all the time

you are a visionary, one with eyes, that see

remember, that, you get what you allow,
sure, you wish : everyone else around you,
were just like you

surprise...surprise...surprise

few are -- you are here, to set an eXample

be who you are, and, do that authentically !!!

eXpectations - are, only for you, to eXpect things of yourself, eXpecting things from others, is a fruitless way
to go through your life

when someone lets you down, i am sure,
you say things, like; i can NOT believe, that XXX or YYY
did that, and, NOTE the world "believe"

just because you believe something
(does NOT automatically qualify it as a truth)
in most cases, i see,
that you gave / or granted others,
the respect, of someone who lives upon your level
and, you forgot -- that others, are NOT given respect
it is something, that they earn

eXchange is simple - when you give what you get
and, you get what you give - if this does NOT happen,
then, it is time, to end those types of eXchanges.

it is, a lot about the heart

eXplore in depth, the 6 virtues of the heart
on www.wingmakers.com
ask, to step into your essence...
ask, to step into that highest piece of you...
and, demand, and, command it,
in 100% alignment with YOU / and,
this, your missing CapStone,
that, 9th Dimensional Higher Self of Yours,
who is sitting there, with it's hands crossed across it's chest, just waiting for you to do, just that

If it was easy, it would NOT be nearly as much fun...

you must mine for a diamond,
and, then, actually polish it, b4, it looks like a gem

NO, you can NOT turn back ...
and, remember this,
only YOU, can make yourself happy,
another, can only make you happier

AHHH...here you come to an eXchange

and, the burden, you believe you carry, is

but knowledge, to share with others

Your energy, is the true eXpression
of what lurks in your inner_worlds,
tap into that, and, then blast it, the contents of that,
out to the outer_worlds,
those eXternal_worlds, where your song / your words
will come to meet others

it is always a shared journey, that is the real trip

for what is a journey, if it does NOT
have lows and highs,
if it did NOT have these things,
you would NEVER know the difference,
between the two,
it is duality, that is always one of the greatest teachers

NO, it is NOT for you to turn your back,
NOR, for anyone else, to turn there back on you

the hardest roads / are the shortest roads

the journey from the lower heart to the higher heart
and, the journey from the lower mind to the higher mind,
is, the neXt journey for you to take,
yes, let out, all the old air, it is NO LONGER serving you,
and, in the neXt big breath you take in,
ask, for the neXt phase of your journey,
it is, really that easy, that simple,
and, it is FUN

Ask, the winds, to blow through you,
and, to take away the sorrow
and, to allow for joy to blow through

ask, the winds, to blow away the doubt,
and, to show you what it is to be free,
it lurks, deep inside of you,
all of the assortment of answers,
you are searching for

if you notice the word....doubt,
it has a "u" in it, and, a "do"...
you got to do, to be
(then, you can cross your "t")

Yes, putting it out,
helps others, to help you, remotely,
open up, to the good energies,
that, i know, many will send,
ask, to receive it, in 100% alignment,
with your mission,and, your purpose,
ask, your essence to come to you

a few others on this list,
have sent me, very interesting messages,
saying, they have used, some of the suggestions,
and, techniques, that,
i have given to them, and, reported back,
it actually works

this makes my heart happy - this makes my soul sing

NOT, all truth is bitter,
in fact, real truth, is the ultimate of the definition of sweet

Remember, it is NOT pain you are feeling,
but, the ache is a signal, that something within you,
requires you, to pay attention to it,
feed it first, then, you will be able to feed others,

Remember, for "the original spark", who is YOU
it is a never ending type of journey,
it's time to turn it all into, a trip, you will NEVER forget

The greatest part of it all, is,
that you are the captain, and, the crew ...
vistors, are those who you choose to allow
if they add more, to your journey, keep them around
if they add less, to your journey,
then, it's time to just thank them, and, let them go

Remember, you must be a friend to have a friend

Take time to NOT only be a friend,
but, to make NEW friends
there are many others, just like you here,
in this NOW !!!

Many of us, have walked this road,
and, can relate to you ...
your sharing, of this,
does NOT just help you,
but, i am sure, it will help many

Remember most of all, you choose to be here
and, discover why

Brightest Blessings
i am susan
White Lotus Star
The eXchanger
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