I still have moments of insanity, no sleep (just reading..reading..reading) etc, but after I started reading the Law of One study guide, many things fell in place for me. I got more sense of direction.
http://divinecosmos.com/index.php?op...d=23&Itemid=36
http://www.lawofone.info/
http://llresearch.org/library/the_la...f_one_pdf.aspx
Some things that really helped me balance =
- Take the effort to be healthy
- See the Creator in everything and everybody
- all problems are catalysts to learn, see problems and hardship as opportunities to learn and grow.
- In every situation, there are only two options; service to self and service to other-selves.
- Service to self is not synonymous to selfish, you’re part of the Creator too. A healthy person can be of more help than an unhealth one.
- It’s ok to be scared about anything, but the difference lies in how you respond to it.
When I try to explain my findings to others (whom can be in different stages of interest and knowledge) I found a few nice methods that work for me =
- I don’t ever expect somebody to share the same view, I merely briefly explain them my interests and preparation plans.
- I try to wrap my intentions in a story that people can relate to. The mind can make a leap only to a certain extent.
- I noticed that friends continue listening if I explain I don’t believe everything about these theories, I say I find some things more probable than others.
- Preparing a survival kit is no more than taking responsibility for my life. I explain briefly how fragile our current supply chain is (food, water, gas, electricity) and simply say; I’d rather be prepared for any yet unknown inconveniences in the future.
- I never lie to my friends, but there are a million ways of explaining my truth.
My purpose/goals in life =
- I found my purpose is to experience life and learn to the fullest of my abilities, my intuition tells me where to go even though it’s difficult to recognize at times.
- I can only guess what may happen in the future (with some help of Avalon/Camelot) so the only right thing to do for me is prepare for anything.
- Be the example of my priciples.
- Be healthy
Stages of my preparation in case of upheaval.
Materials =
- I always carry a little survival kit and knife.
- I have a survival backpack ready at home.
- I have an extra bag of tools, food and gas ready in case I can leave on my motorcycle.
- At home I have food for a few months and a water filter.
Knowledge =
- I’m learning as much as I can about living self-sufficient and about survival.
- I’m learning more from The Law of One, Project Camelot and Project Avalon. They aid me in my growth greatly.
What I know about my future is that it will give me opportunities to learn and love.