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Originally Posted by dagon
friends family & people I don't know
I have to say. there is a point in which one has to stop looking at all that is being said in these communities. I have been obsessed with research on topics concerning 2012, nwo, amero, economics, ufo's, and so on., so much so that its all im doing. filling my head with this information. reading, listening, watching, so its only natural that when one leaves this to enter the matrix. It just spills out. people ask me how Im doing. and I come out with. just fine considering the world is falling apart. and did you know about the dark rift. and the ice cores in greenland. oh and by the way, the amero is coming. so much so that all my friends are concerned about me. thinking Im drinking the kool-aid. and starting to keep away from me. its a tough place to be. nobody wants to look at any of this stuff. discuss it. or give it any energy at all. what can you do about it. they say. your energy is better spent on finding work. and finding happiness. not depressing the ones @ you. catch what Im throwing.
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Dagon,
This is a
standard phase that everyone like you and many many others go through.
Consider a clear pool, then you go and put a stick in it and stir up the mud! This has to be done because you needed to scrabble around trying to find something and it upset the status quo, but now you did that, you can stop stirring the mud and the waters will return to crystal clarity.
It seems to me like you just worked this out for yourself, but I wanted to add to the other comments to ensure that you realise that you are NOT ALONE.
Meditation is useful, it can expedite the clearing process, and eventually you'll sort all that mud out as well.
Also, one last thing, you dont have to tell anyone anything to help them. I find in many cases its best to wait till people ask, or give you an opening to speak your mind, just as you did for us by starting this thread.
Just act and be here now, in your new lightened state, and you will be helping everyone who sees you and comes into your presence - this is according to universal laws - you don't have to do anything, except work on yourself, for working on yourself is the same as working on ALL.
Congratulations, and may you remain blessed in the light and in the love of the one infinite creator.
A..